I know that I haven’t been around in a long time. I hope that, that changes soon. Things have just been getting worse all the time. There have been some really scary days and months since I was last here. I am trying really, really hard to find myself and stay positive, but it has been a great challenge. I think that things might be about to change for me. I feel like, for the first time in a long time that there might be some brightness in my future. I feel like one day soon I will be able to continue my path of self discovery without feeling shame or revulsion. I hope one day there will be complete acceptance for everyone no matter what truth calls to them. I have recently made some very significant changes in my life and I feel better than I have in quite some time. There are good days and there are days where I get really sad. There are moments when I feel completely and utterly alone. There are times when I feel like there is no one left to reach out to. It’s a rough place to live. I long for a brighter day, for me and for you.
Until that day,