I love that there are so many people following my blog right now. I like to think that I have new people in my life listening to me and trying to understand me. I like to think that I have people rooting for me and commiserating with me. I like to think that I have people that are reading my words and liking what I have to say. I like to think that people are loving me through these words. Or at least I like to think that we are looking at them together and sharing them like a perfect blue sky on a nice summer day.
I like to think that, but I am also a paranoid sort. Sometimes I get scared that this is all a joke and that people are laughing at me. I get scared that everybody will go away. I don’t know if my experiences have just made me more timid or paranoid. I don’t know if I am just naturally neurotic.
But even if this is just a brief moment where you read my words and hear the whispers of my heart all I can offer you is my sincere gratitude. Thanks. This means a lot to me. It makes me feel hopeful and not so alone. It makes me feel appreciated, respected and wanted. It says to me that I don’t always have to hide away. That there are people out there that can accept me for what I am.
I hope that’s true.
Because I need that right now.
And you know what?
I hope you love Noely.
Because Noely love you!