So I had a great Christmas with my family and friends… there is a ton of great news… still feeling lonely, because I’m still alone for the moment…. but I’m happy… and I have a plan… I think it’s a good plan…
I hope all of you were able to spend time with family, or at least loved ones… remember sometimes the families we make ourselves are the ones that make us our own…
Life hasn’t been so great lately. I am working a nice job that is taking a lot to get used to. Me and the girl split up. I have no money for Christmas presents. I am going to get a lot less family time than I would desire for this holiday season. Things just don’t seem to be going my way. I feel very confused with every aspect of my life especially who exactly I am and what exactly that means. But I suppose times of transition are always supposed to be like this. And that’s what this is a time of transition. I must stand my ground and look into the burning eyes of the dragon, because that’s all I can do.
I have to have hope.
I have to carry the love.
It’s the best I can do.
And I am doing my best.
Never give up!
I am with you in your struggles as you are with me in mine.