When I Die.

Well, I am an Omni-Theist.  So, I don’t subscribe to any one particular religion or belief system, but I try to live, follow and believe in them all.  It is a bit of a challenge, but I think it is good attempt at spiritual enlightenment if nothing else.  But fuck there is so much right wing, left wing bullshit out there that just breaks my heart.  Somehow if you are right wing you have to love Jesus and follow the Bible to the letter, whereas someone from the left wing has to be an atheist. 

Is it true that even the basic beliefs and freedoms are eroded on an almost daily basis?  Does it really matter to me what you personally believe?  No.  It really doesn’t.  Until you force it upon me.  Or until I wander upon it and it is damaging. 

Fuck. 

None of this is what I came here to say. 

I am just thankful and grateful that when I die, I will go to a place that is not inhabited by humans, but by pure souls living as we were always meant to be.  This world is way too much.  And I don’t think I’ll be coming back here anytime soon after this run.  This planet is too damaged and we as a people are too corrupted.  It’s just too toxic here.  It’s not helping my soul gain enlightenment, but maybe just gain scars that I can consider badges of honor, but maybe this is just my human thought on all that.  Maybe I’ll see it differently when I wake up.  This is just a bad dream, after all.  Maybe, I should go back to sleep. 

I don’t know…

Thanks for listening.

Love Always,

Noely

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