Well, I have been really productive today. I have been delving into some old writing and I have noticed that bits of my subconscious were peaking through all along. I have written a lot of female characters that I feel a strong connection with. My writing has always been an outlet through which I could experience the things that I felt, but was uncomfortable with. I was able to experience girlhood through my words. I guess that was, like, a coping mechanism that I came up with, because as I wrote these female characters I was them, I got to experience them in a safe way, a safe distance and a safe place.
I am working on getting some short vignettes published. I really have faith in these stories they are all heartfelt and each of them is a piece of me and my experiences. So I really feel like they would be a good place to start my writing career. I am really excited about the future at this point. I feel more me than I have ever felt before. That is a pretty amazing place to be. I hope that it continues and that I am able to continue to find myself and come into myself. That is the onlly way I will find happiness and to find my place in this world.
At any rate, I am getting myself together and if not becoming a beautiful girl, I am becoming a beautiful person.
I hope you are too!